the force of jealousy (2)

nagpatuloy ang relation nameng dalawa

hndi na tulad ng date, may lamat na ang relation namen

alam kong dapat ay mas naging maingat ako, kame

pero hindi ko tiningnan ang lahat ng dapat ayusin at lahat ng dapat kong responsibilidad bilang partner niya

tungkol uli sa group ko..

we had an agreement na kapag nasa practice ako.. im going to inform him sa mga nangyayare

but i didnt informed him, i was so bc, and so tired,
ng day na yon..

pinapili niya ko

"ako o yang kpop group mo?"

its so hard to choose between my dream, or my love

i choosed my love, binitawan ko ang grupo ko, iniwan ko yon.. just for him
alam ko may kasalanan rin ako in some point, napapabayaan ko siya

in that point our relationship is at stake

and in the third time, we argued again , at na brougth up ang group ko,
in that time, halos nasa hukay na ang relation namen.. he brougth up my group and i brougth up the guy that courted him nung 10 days na nawala kame

i saw him add that guy on facebook.,.. syempre magseselos ako kase i know something ,alam kong that guy courted him before!

i said to him na iwasan niya yung guy.. but he didnt do it

reason?

"bakit ko iiwasan and isang mabuting kaibigan? na nanjan saken nung time na nasasaktan ako"

i sacrificed my group, my dream for him!... tapos yung pagsacrifice lang na iwan niya yung isa na kaibigan niya hindi niya magawa?

ano? para may reserba siya when we are done?

we argued alam kong wala rin nang mapupuntahan, i stoped txting him, nor calling him,

and now? we are done , it hurts
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